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Just a quickie..

I started a new blog for my talk show. The link to it is -> Mad As A Hatter. So if there’s anything you want to know such as when the next show is, what’s coming up, any special guests, etc., please blog roll or bookmark the blog! 🙂 If you would like me to add you to the blog roll at the show blog, just post a comment over there and I would be glad to add it!

I am weak and tired this weekend, resting a lot and watching TV with K. I am in a lot of pain and it’s hard to sit up for a long time and it’s also hard to get around. So this weekend is definitely a BLOB weekend. I hope you all are doing well!

If anyone needs to talk to me, leave me an offline or call me. 🙂

I’m out…


Reminder :-)

My first talk show is tonight at 6:00pm Eastern/3:00pm Pacific. I didn’t choose a topic to talk about because this show is basically just about getting my feet wet, learning the controls and things like that. So whatever you all want to discuss we will talk about. 🙂 Once I get into the groove I will have specific topics for the shows, and hopefully some awesome surprises!

Just go to my show page Mad As A Hatter to tune in. I will have the chatroom opened about 15 minutes before the show starts. Once you are at my page the blue player at the top SHOULD start automatically (once my show is on air) so you can listen and if you scroll down the page just a teeny bit, the chat should be there. I am crossing my fingers that it all works like it should hahaha.

Make an account there (it’s free) and fave my show AND friend me! Hope to see you all there and TALKING to me. You can also chat in the chat room with anyone else there AND with me. 🙂

See ya there.


my first talk show is scheduled…

Call IN!

Call IN!

Ok, I jumped in feet first and set a time for my first show. It’s tomorrow evening at 6:00 PM Eastern, 3:00 PM Pacific, if you are from another country, you will have to figure out the time, I SUCK at that hahaha.

 I really want you guys to tune in and TALK. It won’t be much of a talk show if I am the only one talking, plus I have a hard time doing ALL the talking, I need people to chatter with me. You can use the call in number if you are from the NY area OR have unlimited long distance like I do OR you can use the “Click To Talk” button on my shows page and talk using your mic and headset! The number for my shows is (646) 716-9673. The number is a permanent number for my shows so if you want to save it, please do. IF you use your cellphone and want to call, then I would suggest adding the number to your “top 5” if you have a plan like that, so you don’t get charged for calling in and talking. 🙂

There is also a dedicated chatroom that will show up on my page about 15 minutes before each show. You can log in there and chat away. If you are too shy to call (PLEASE CALL HAHA) you can ask me questions from the chat room and I will answer them, you can also voice your opinions there and we can discuss those too!

I am psyched and hope this works out and I can make this a regular thing I do at least once or twice a week. If any of you can come up with topics for the shows, please let me know!!

Tomorrow night’s topic is “What happened in YOUR world today?”. I just made it to “get our feet wet”, learn the chatroom, and so I can learn the controls and switchboard haha. I have some other shows in mind, some fun, some more serious…I will also be scheduling an “In Bed With D and V” show SOON, so watch for that one. Good Lord, you never know what we will talk about or what will happen haha.  I am also looking for co-hosts for my show! If you want to possibly be a regular with me on my shows, let me know and we will see how we mesh! 🙂

Ok I am out, I have to go to an appointment for the Social Security Office, with “their” appointed doctor. Which I think is BULLSHIT, but evidently MY evidence wasn’t enough for them *le sigh*. So I get to be pushed, poked and prodded….all that after radiation and dialysis this morning. Needless to say I will be worn out later. Wish me luck, or is it unluck that I fail? *giggle*

I’m out…

P.S.– For those who asked, you CAN promote my shows and I would SO appreciate it. You can go to my shows page and look to the right, scroll down a little and you will see “Promote This Show”. You can get buttons and widgets, put them on your websites, facebook, myspace, anywhere! 🙂 THANK you so much!


I have a question for my readers….

talkI want to do a live “talk show” on the internet. With many different topics, from funny to serious.  What I want to know is would you guys/gals be willing to tune in? To call in? To participate? I don’t want to get psyched to do this and hear crickets when I do my talk shows. So let me know.

D and I are also thinking of doing one weekly show together, late night…”In bed with D and V.” Again with many different topics and a question/answer “Dear Abby” type feel. Think Dear Abby meets Dr. Drew meets D and V hahaha.

It will of course be uncensored and not fit for children to listen to, but it could be fun for US. Especially us survivors who can talk, discuss, rant, rave, cry, scream, whatever we want to do!

So what do you say? Would you be willing to support my talk show? Let me know, I am anxious to do this….

BTW–This is in addition to starting my own radio station. When I get the money to start my radio station, that will be music, requests, etc. I WILL keep the talk show going though…no worries on that. 🙂

I’m awaiting your replies!



good days…

SmilesMy good days are few and far between, but this weekend has been GOOD. I’ve smiled and laughed more than I have in a long time. My tummy is full and my mental state feels somewhat ok…somewhat ok for me, is actually really good.

My oldest daughter Mel came to see me and K today. We were watching old Saturday Night Live footage of Adam Sandler, John Belushi, etc. I had one girl on each side of me here on the bed, both being affectionate and we were all laughing. It felt GOOD. It’s nice to have a good time, rather than being depressed and crying, which I do everyday…

I feel sometimes that not enough GOOD things happen to me. I struggle every day with money worries, memories of my abuse, “Dad’s” sick phone calls. But then sometimes, if I wish hard enough and God is willing, an angel will fall from the sky 😉 and I smile and it’s good.

Today… good. God let it stay good, let me fall asleep peacefully with a small grin on my face.


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the darkness

The darkness came over me
Faceless, relentless
It’s weight slowly crushing me
It laughs, it taunts me
As it takes away the things I love
The darkness eats away at me
It slowly shrouds me in it’s blackness
Now I am the faceless one
No longer the boy I was before
Forgotten, pitied
I cry
Trying to push through
To rip the shroud that covers me
That makes me invisible
But the fight is in vain
No one sees me anymore
I have become the darkness
I am defined by it
I am cancer….

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