today…such sadness

I know I didn’t write about this when it happened, but today we bury a beautiful little girl *SIGH*. Let me back up and tell you what happened.

Tasha was sleeping on her Mom’s bed, her mom was out of the room for about 5 minutes, evidently in that time Tasha woke up, crawled to the window to look out, must have fallen and got caught between the bed and the wall and suffocated *SIGH*.

She was my daughter’s fiancee’s niece and my daughter and her fiancee were pretty much raising her, so we are ALL grieving and heartbroken. It just goes to show you how fragile life is, and how fast we can lose someone we love.

Tasha was such a happy baby, so full of life, so beautiful and ALWAYS smiled. She was just 16 days shy of her first birthday when she passed away. How UNFAIR is that?!?! She never got to live her life, she never got to have a birthday….I will never understand why a baby has to die. It hurts so much, it hurts when you hear of ANY child dying, but when it’s one your close to, it rips your heart out of your body.

I am tearful and sad, heartbroken. And the viewing/wake is at 5:00pm today. I DREAD seeing her in her little casket, in her little cream colored dress they picked out for her. She will look like a sleeping angel I just know it.

Ok, I have to go, I have my 7 year old in the shower, then I have to shower and get ready…. 😦 I DREAD THIS. God, why?

R.I.P. baby girl….you are with the Angels now. You will not be forgotten.




6 Responses to “today…such sadness”

  1. 1 loomix
    September 7, 2009 at 2:08 pm

    There is no rhyme or reason to things at times. Thinking of you and your family.

  2. 2 countessbathory
    September 8, 2009 at 2:40 am

    The death of a baby is like a stone cast into the stillness of a quiet pool;
    the concentric ripples of despair sweep out in all directions,
    affecting many, many people.
    –De Frain

    I’m so sorry for you and Mel’s fiance’s family.

  3. 3 3starjimmy
    September 8, 2009 at 11:31 am

    This is something a parent should never have to do. She is a beautiful girl, I feel so sad for her family.

  4. 4 reenie53
    September 8, 2009 at 8:26 pm

    There are no words whatsoever. I am terribly sorry. One of life’s most tragic and devastating losses to bear is that of a child.
    My heart goes out to each and every one in your family.

  5. 5 butterflysblog
    September 8, 2009 at 8:42 pm

    This is a terrible tragedy. I am so sorry.

  6. 6 tragicwolf
    September 9, 2009 at 5:55 pm

    *hugs* Still can’t imagine how hard this must be for you and those that knew Tasha. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you.

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