Listen to this video as you read the page. 🙂 Please click the pictures to make them bigger and easy to read!

This page is put here for D, I want her to have this page always to look at, even when I am gone. I love you honey, you mean the world to me. Thank you for everything you have given me.

Before we ever met, she wrote this journal, believe it or not, it was about me…We have searched for each other since the beginning of time!

dream

I saw a piece of her art and loved it, so I commented.

My first comment to her

My first comment to her

 

She saw my comment, went to my page and she read a blog of mine about my cancer (I no longer blog there), and she wrote me a note. 🙂

I saw that and quickly wrote her back:

firstnote2

We felt an immediate draw to each other, so we took our conversations to email…

First Emails

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Our attraction grew and we finally said “I Love you”. It was a beautiful time for us. We soon got our first “song” together. She was at myspace one morning, pasting lyrics to a song in my comments. At the very moment I saw her comment, my winamp was playing that same song–George Michael’s Father Figure.

Father Figure

omg

She drew me and it brought me to tears!

The Face Of Love

She also wrote a beautiful journal about me:

Journal

I got sick and was hospitalized for the first time since we had met and she drew this for me while I was away. She thought she was going to lose me then:

Til The End Of Time

Of course I got better and things progressed, we fell more and more in love, she started a Live Journal for us only, it is our private thoughts to each other, and will be something she has forever when I am gone…*sigh*

LJ

LJ 2

lj

She drew more beautiful things:

soothe

I am her angel of love and lust:

Angel Of Love And Lust

I asked her to marry me and she said YES, we were married on the anniversary of my Papa’s death, August 9th, 2006.

Our Vows

Our Wedding Art, Done by Dori

Our first anniversary she did this drawing for me…yes I am her pet.. 😉

pet

And SHE Is mine! We are love!

Mine!

V

Honey, I will love you eternally and forever. Our heaven awaits us, never forget that!! You are my heart and soul! You are everything…

love1love2inlove

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OUR happy ending………

Happy Ending

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19 Responses to “Memories…For My Wife”


  1. 1 D
    November 25, 2008 at 9:35 am

    *sniff*
    Baby.. I have a feeling I am going to visit this page more than a thousand times, and that’s only this week…

    God my darlin’, my darlin’ love of my life.. there is nothing in this world or beyond that can ever separate us. No force can tear us apart. We stand the test of time and our Love is the alpha and omega of us. My GOD, I love you.

    As we approach another Thanksgiving together, another birthday of mine comes as well… will this be our last Thanksgiving together? Will this be the last birthday of mine that I have with you… here, in this body? I do not know. What I do know is that every moment with you is important and something to be cherished as if it were air itself.
    I have never loved anyone as much as I love you, nor will I in all the universes… we used to blog and show off all the time, we used to flip everyone out with our beautiful and miraculous love story… we stopped because we felt too exposed after a while..but writing here, right now, it reminds me of who we always were.. PROUD… Proud to be this in love, proud to be married, proud to have a love story that goes beyond fictional epics of love and romance… we really ARE love, my Angel, my forever boy.

    You are my forever boy, you are my sweet little boy, my good boy… I will always have warm flesh for you to snuggle into, I will always be here for you, my arms and heart wide open, always.

    And in our heaven I put my entire faith…I know we are going to get there, to spend that eternity together that we have been speaking about since we first met. Each time we speak of it, it becomes clearer… the vines, the rose gardens.. the steps you come down when you greet me, your outfit, the feathers in your hair.. my dress, the cobblestones… the robins in our kitchen while you cook… the vineyard where we make our wines… our big bed where we make our amazing love day and night if we so wish… words of love and lust like no other can possibly imagine, just us..making love OUR way, the way of the Angels… the marble floors, the columns, the incense burners, the decanters of colorful liquids, the lotuses floating upon our lake… the long and winding roads that lead to secret hideaways… the golden sunsets and the rainbows… the soft sound of balalaikas in the distance while we eat and drink wine at our beach… the stars of our heavenly sky, twinkling as we sit amidst lanterns with small flames burning while we pray for those on earth… your baby grand piano, your voice returned, me laying under your piano as you sing… drawing drawings of us… our studio where we paint, paint shared and spread on each other’s bodies in happy streaks of love and fun… sculptures and stained glass, making this stuff ourselves…

    I see it all… baby, I see it. Just as I see You, just as we saw each other last night when we took our love once again to heavenly heights…right here on earth..

    We always had heaven right here on earth… can you imagine what it’s going to be like when we finally get there… to heaven? My God, baby… My God.

    I am yours forever. You are my precious baby boy… and I love YOU.

    Your D, your wife.

  2. 2 thespecialk
    November 25, 2008 at 10:42 am

    Alex this page is so beautiful. It made me cry. You really put alot of thought into it, I can tell. I can also tell you worked hard on it, the hard work has paid off, just read D’s comment. You are so kind and loving Alex, your heart is unlike anyone I have ever know. I am so lucky to have you in my life, anyone who you touch in this life is lucky. I love you! I love Miss D!

  3. 3 sunshines4me
    December 2, 2008 at 9:35 am


    You two are the most beautiful people on this earth!! You are the definition of “ETERNAL LOVE” it envelopes mind, body and soul completely, forever!!

    “D and V” the more I get to know you, the more I love you and your words of total devotion. Your story……you just constantly bring me to tears ( I mean happy love tears, except I’m always at work…boo hoo…and how embarrassing!LOL )

    I’m so glad I have you both in my life now, you keep me filled with light and love on those days filled with pain that seem to bring me down! All I need to do is just read the story of YOU and it is like the most Romantic of ALL love stories that could EVER be written. Call it fate, destiny, whatever…..but I do believe it exists, I know it exists…..for it is YOU! Thanks for finding me V!!

    Love, Jenn =)

  4. 4 sunshines4me
    December 2, 2008 at 9:49 am

    Oh by the way, can I just mention, that your first posted D on MY Birthday!! MAY 8th……….That’s sooooo cool!!! You guys rock! Hugs ~ J =)

  5. 5 V
    December 2, 2008 at 11:34 am

    *smiles* Jenn thank you so much for your beautiful comment!!! You are so kind and I appreciate it more than you know. Your birthday is May 8th? HEHE Well when it rolls around again, you will have to remind me, so I can do something for you on my show!! 😉

  6. December 10, 2008 at 6:01 pm

    I was enjoying the story and enjoying the art, I was flowing right along, no hiccups or undulations…And I’m cool with man boob here and there…Shit, Gym Class Heroes has my left booby in one of their albums on MySpace and people think I have a purple nipple…Purple! Like I’m from the “homeland” or something…Long story…,

    Anyhoo, I was diggin the Angel of Love and Lust drawing…I was jealous, I wish I had a chica that had me sprawled across my bed…Not in a drawing, like literally…I mean I wish I could find a girl that could draw like that, it would be awesome…But right now, I’d be happy with a girl just sprawling me a cross the bed…

    And I haven’t had a chance to read everything of yours though I find your story intriguing and inspirational…And I will get to them all…

    And it sounds like you guys have an amazing love, relationship and friendship…And she is an amazing artist….Really…I think both of you are amazing artists…

    And like everyone else, I was getting all into it and sappy and was prolly gonna leave a comment of that nature and follow the crowd…And not that it’s a bad thing…But I decided to go against the river…

    So here’s me not showing pity and being real….

    Dude, I NEVER…NEVER EVER EVER EVER, WANT TO KNOW IF YOU ARE DRESSING LEFT OR DRESSING RIGHT FOR A PORTRAIT, EVER AGAIN V. EVER. EVER. EVER. EVER…

    Not even a pixilation? Hello computer whiz with your screen shots, sharpie on the computer and playlist superimposed on an email like the Zapruder film…You couldn’t give us a courtesy blur?

    Hey V, how’s it hangin? Oh wait, I already know…HAHAHAHAHA look at my dumb question….

    Magic Johnson is blushing…okay, almost; he is Magic ya know!
    (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJEa2c_939o)

    But he had on basketball shorts, not tighty whities…You and Bill Simmons have ruined my sleep for the next week…I might double up on my Lunesta and still not see Uncle Abe and the Beaver for weeks!

    Oh, and sorry for the not bold type…Well unless this whole pasting from a word document works (Note I’ve tried for 10 minutes…I hate you techy computer whizzes and you cool screen shots and slick video once again…I will get you one day…Come play me at some NCAA 09’…Step into my world!)

    Nope didn’t work..Searched 15 minutes to find where I saw that I was supposed to leave comments in bold type….WHAT TAG!!!!!!!! I don’t know how to do this. I feel like the AT&T guy yelling “I don’t know your Mothers birthday off the top of my head!”…

    After all of this I prolly won’t even get this comment through your gauntlet of comment rules…I think I was supposed to mail a box of Milk Duds or something before sending comments or something,….I forgot the rules…

    So anyways, Stay up! Stay True! Stay You! <—–I like that. I need to copyright that one too!

    -Donnie D.

  7. December 10, 2008 at 7:12 pm

    I passed the gauntlet! YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

    Still no bold font! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

    😉

  8. 8 D
    December 22, 2008 at 9:20 am

    I told you I’d come by a thousand more times. I just had to go over those little print screens again, and now, once again I’m in happy-sad tears. God, I love you baby. We’ve had such a life together. I just

    Love You.

  9. 9 V
    December 23, 2008 at 1:38 pm

    I love you too honey, forever and a day…Yes our life together has been amazing, beautiful, strange, phenomenal…shall I go on? haha. I am yours, always…

  10. 10 D
    January 25, 2009 at 11:10 am

    told ya I’d be back again and again. yesterday was your birthday and I just wanted to feel even more LOVE for you today..here. God baby, I love you. Everything we do really is magic. I love all the secret things we’ve discovered about each other, things that bring us even closer than we ourselves thought possible. *hugs my boy* I just love you more and more every day. And I really believe we have many many days ahead to live and explore. I no longer live in that constant dread, I just take it day to day…as do you. I know that day will come but I’ve learned to enjoy and appreciate TODAY, and today, I have you, I am with you… today you are my husband, my pride and joy and my life. Today is just one day better than yesterday, because I love you even more than I did yesterday.

    I love you.

  11. 11 D
    January 25, 2009 at 11:11 am

    and now… it’s 11:11.
    I love you even more!

  12. 12 scythe
    March 29, 2009 at 4:54 am

    might as well come in as scythe too…

    there’s nothing I love more than you my darling. I LOVE YOU. my baby. my boy.

  13. 13 scythe
    May 8, 2009 at 1:41 pm

    here I am! It’s out 4th year anniversary today baby! I had to come in and write on this blog, hee hee… I love you more now than ever before… here’s to life!

    I adore you, precious beautiful boy!
    Happy Anniversary my darlin’.

    I love you.

  14. 14 scythe
    May 14, 2009 at 8:51 pm

    Hi v. this is alex who is talkin. You’re kool.

  15. 15 zeejayray
    May 30, 2009 at 11:31 pm

    I just happened upon your love story and have been drying happy tears for the last hour. I’m new here and have not the first clue how to bold this post. I just wanted to tell you that your love story has moved me. I wish you continued love and health.

    XO

    Jacque

  16. 16 D
    August 9, 2009 at 12:34 pm

    Today is our anniversary. Now we will begin our 4th year together in marriage. I love you more than every before. I just wanted to write that here now, so that you will see how much I love you.


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