sick, sick people…

I am so fucking sick of the pedophiles. I am sick of reading about them and their sickness, I am sick of being torn into shreds everytime I see something in the news. I SO want to go out and …well let’s just say I have nice vengeance fantasies of things I would like to do to all the pedophiles of the world.

First case– Fritzl the sick bastard who held his daughter captive for 24 years!  TWENTY FOUR freakin’ years of raping her, fathering 7 children with her (how SICK), allowing one of those poor children to DIE. I know you’ve probably read all about it, but MY GOD, I have to wonder about his wife, the authorities. I mean first off, he takes 3 of the children to live “upstairs” telling his wife that they were found in a cardboard box left by his daughter who he had told authorities ran away to join a cult. It happens not once, not twice, but THREE times and the wife never became suspicious? COME ON! They had renters that lived in that house, that were told to never go in the basement, his wife never entered the basement for TWENTY FOUR years? Give me a big break. The courts in Austria allowed this sick fuck and his wife to adopt these three children, no questions asked? WTF? I find that VERY hard to swallow.

He left the other three children down in the dungeon he created with their mother for all those  years. Those poor children had never seen daylight. They said Fritzl would taunt those babies with pictures and tales of the “upstairs” children and how it looked outside, etc. Can you get ANY MORE cruel? MY GOD.  Then to top it ALL off, he wants to blame his abusive childhood for raping and enslaving his daughter for TWENTY FOUR years. I am sorry I don’t buy that load of crap. I was horrifically abused as a child, much more horrific than I have told any of you on this blog and I have NEVER, I repeat NEVER abused a child and I never would. Do I have problems because of my abuse? HELL YES, but I would never put another human being, especially a child through what I’ve been through. Just admit you are a sick fuck Josef Fritzl and stop blaming your past as an abused child for your sickness. If the oldest child hadn’t have gotten so ill, they would all still be in that prison…*sigh* Unfortunately the kid is still very ill. I just pray that the child gets better and that Elisabeth and all the children can get the help they all need and lead semi normal lives. My heart goes out to them all.

THEN I see this sick shit just the other day, it turned my stomach and made me cry for the children involved.  These two sick fucks were babysitting children out of their Indiana home. Too bad that babysitting wasn’t all they were doing. The sick fucks were molesting the children and VIDEOTAPING it. YES the woman was involved too (I will talk more about how I feel with women being pedophiles in just a bit). The children were ALL under the age of six and one was TWO MONTHS OLD. GOD, what the fuck?? They said the initial raid on the house turned up several computers, cameras, pornographic materials, drugs, sex toys and videotape of BOTH of them in various sex acts with at least four children. Oh, did I forget to tell you, the two month old was her OWN DAUGHTER?????? He, Stephen Quick, has been charged with 3 counts of child molestation and one count of child exploitation. She, Samantha Light, has been charged with 4 counts of child molestation and one count of child exploitation. What will they end up with? A slap on the wrist? Some probation? WTF ever.

I am sure you have also heard of the 26 people arrested for being on a website run by pedophiles that were streaming LIVE child molestation? There are forums for pedophiles all over the internet, where they teach each other how to groom/molest innocent children. They pass around videos and photos of children being raped, they get together and BRAG about raping/molesting these children!! They have their websites where they try to legalize adult/child “love”, yeah let’s just try to legalize the RAPE of children!!! How sick is that? 

I AM SO SICK OF pedophiles, I mentioned that before didn’t I? Everyday I wonder how many of MY child pictures or videos that “Dad” took/made are passed around to fucking pedophiles. How many of them have gotten off looking at pictures of my child body being RAPED? Of seeing video of my “Dad” and some others raping me? Hold on I am going to vomit.

*SIGH* Ok…I am back. You see, I wasn’t just raped/tortured/beaten by my “Dad”. He liked to pass me around to his “friends”, oh yeah, I was a child whore for my “Dad” and these other pedophiles. Yes, one of them was a couple, a man and a woman. I remember seeing her and thinking in my child mind that this woman might help me, I mean a woman/mother figure should help an innocent child that is being raped/beaten/molested, right? No, she didn’t help me, she helped herself to MY BODY. I was made to perform sex acts on HER. That really fucked up my child mind, it still fucks me up to this day. So I know from experience that you can trust NO ONE. Women, men, doesn’t matter. Policemen/women, clergy, teachers, coaches, family members, it doesn’t matter. ANYONE can be a pedophile.

I think they should be killed, period. It’s been proven time and time again that they cannot be rehabilitated, they DO re-offend. KILL THEM, take their sick asses out of the gene pool please. If they are caught once, for God sakes, don’t let them out to hurt yet ANOTHER child. Some people say “castrate them!”. Sure, that is ok too, in a slow painful way, maybe with a dull knife, but castration of a pedophile isn’t going to do any good. They are SICK in the head, they don’t need a dick to molest a child. They have hands, objects, things like that. Our sex offender registry (as good as it is to be able to find pedophiles in your area) isn’t working. It just doesn’t. How many times do you read in the news how a child was abducted, raped, tortured and killed by one of these sick fuckers, and how they find out after that child is dead that the perpetrator was a registered sex offender? It happens more than I even want to think about.

Our justice system does not do NEAR enough to protect children. People STILL in this day and time, turn a blind eye to children being hurt. They don’t want to have to face it. So they leave kids to be hurt again and again AND AGAIN! Our social services system is SO flawed. They take a child out of the home for a parent spanking a child. By spanking, I mean a swat on the hiney with a hand, but they will send a child back home to a parent who is abusing/molesting them. They want to preserve the family unit when possible. OH yeah sure, let’s send that child back to be violated 6 ways to Sunday, as long as the family unit is there it’s all good, right? OH FUCK YOU. Protect the children already. People don’t turn that blind eye, if you even SUSPECT a child is being hurt, TELL SOMEONE! You can even do it anonymously, please just do it. YOU could save a child.

Ack I am shaking, this is triggering and upsetting to me. I am just sick to death of every time I look at the news I see a story about yet another child fucker. Kill them already, take them out and make this world a bit of a safer place for children…..I’m done, and I need to go breathe.